EXCITING THINGS HAPPENING!!!! I leave this Friday for Gainesville GA to go to CGA and I am super stoked to start this new season. Its been a rough season coming home and being in this transition phase but I cant wait to get going again. I currently have around $800, my 1st goal is $2000 by August 17th which is next Friday.
Honestly this has been a hard decision for me to go on with this program because I have been fed a lot of lies and doubts about this and my future which has had me stressed out for the last couple of weeks but I have made the decision to continue on with this and allow the Lord to work. I know he is much bigger than I am and can do unimaginable things. I have seen him move mountains before so why cant I trust Him now.
I had someone tell me do what will glorify God the most. Well I believe sticking to my commitment and continuing to pursue and say yes to something I know he has called and equipped me to do will be the best place for me to glorify him the most. Why give up when things get hard, my God is bigger than hard things. Why settle for less when he calls you to more even if IT takes a little more work. I believe he is teaching me perseverance through this experience to go after something I really want. He is teaching me faith to trust Him with something much much bigger than myself.
This program is more than just a business or money making thing, its more than just a leadership school. It is a place where I will be able to continue learning about the things I learned while on the field. It will help me to dig deeper and further into myself and my life. The race was an experience that has changed my life but I believe there are still some things that the Lord wants to define in me through going to CGA. It’s a stepping stone to lead me where I want to go in the future in ministry. You may ask me, why don’t you just go to college. Now some people will say college isn’t for everyone however I believe it may still be something I consider after this semester. I just believe the Lord is still working in me and wants to use me here before I go to college. I believe he is preparing me for other things.
One long term goal that I have right now is to one day open a ministry that will be geared specifically to girls using fine arts as a therapy incorporating cool different aspects. There are no big details but this is something the Lord has recently laid on my heart. Now my hands are wide open where these plans are allowed to be shaken a little or a lot. I just want to say yes to all he has for me whatever that may be or whatever it may cost me because I know that I know when you say yes he will shake your world for the best.
I have a great feeling that He is about to do some mind blowing things in me through this program and I cant wait but I really really need your help. I believe it is our job as Christians and Christ followers to build up the kingdom whether or not that is thru encouraging each other or financially supporting or even praying for one another. This is how we can love well. The specific call on my life is to love and serve others. That’s what I want to do but I cant do it all alone I need a support system. So I am asking for a group of people who can help me, support, pray with me and walk beside me through this journey.
If you feel led to reach out to me I will gladly answer any questions or just talk if you want to know more of my heart. I’m ready to start running straight towards my dreams. Will you join me in this run???
Alone I cant do a single thing but with the Lord, what is impossible?!!
Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us.
– Ephesians 3:20
